Well Jaxon started back to school today, after a long 20 day Christmas Break. We are all very excited and ready to get into our habit of routine. It seems that I function so much better when there is some consistency. I think we all do!
I woke up this morning and hit the ground running. It felt so good to wake up at 6:40 am and to have a purpose for the day. I think I lost my way a bit these past few weeks. It has been a tough time for me. It was very emotional and overwhelming, to say the least. I am feeling a little numb today. Just an overwhelming lack of thoughts. I am usually analyzing everything in my head all day long, but today I've got nothing. I am just trying to get through day with a fake smile.
Allen has a basketball game tonight and I think we are going to go get Mexican after the game. This is the 1st time we have eaten out in about 6 months. (well we have had Chick-fil-A a few times, but we always had "free" coupons.) Is it sad that I am really excited about it? lol It makes me jealous to see people just take it for granted that they can just not cook and go eat out anytime they want. Really, it makes me VERY jealous!! Sad, but honest! I think it is such a treat to not have to cook and clean everything after a meal. I think I look forward to it more than the others. It's quite a task cooking for 6 people everyday, three meals a day. So a break for me is such a great treat! I can't wait to tell the kids, they will be so pumped! Hopefully things work out, usually something happens and it doesn't work in our favor, so we will see. . .
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